To new beginnings...

     It's been 17 months since I last posted an article here in my blog site. Honestly, for the past months, I've been on a rough time. People may think of me as "feelingera" but I was really suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts. Some may say that I am just overthinking things, making my self stressed over a small issue but that is really what I feel. That's what I've been suffering. 
     They see me smiling, laughing or cracking a joke (a corny one sometimes hehe) but deep inside me, I feel so lost. I even lost interest on the things I loved to do. I felt like I don't have the energy to move forward. I love taking pictures, making an article, and whatsoever, but one day I just felt not doing it anymore. All I want to do was to work, pay bills, and think about what was happening in my life. Whenever I am alone, I tend to overthink and worst, I cry before going to sleep.

      But life can also be good at times. If it weren't because of my partner and my friends, I wouldn't be able to survive my life, I wouldn't be sitting here in front of my laptop typing this article. 
      Maybe you now have a clue about my title right now. I may still have a slight depression attacking sometimes, but I am confident enough to tell you that I am slowly overcoming it. I am slowly starting to do the things I used to do before, like taking pictures, going out, taking videos, even had a new hobby which is hiking hihi, and of course, restarting my blog again. 

     To everyone out there, it's okay to be depressed. We all go through that pace in our life. But never forget that the world has so much to offer, and it's never to late to start a new life. We may be sad right now, but never think about leaving this beautiful world. We must be strong for ourselves and for those people who loves us. 

     Cheers to new beginnings! We can do this! 



                                                                                                               xoxo,
                                                                                                              Naisha




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